Monday, November 15, 2010

Single life.. ❤

I will start my single life since tomorow..
I'm wondering how can I during the days without him..
But I hope I can handle myself well...
Nothing will be change just because him~
Life still go on and the sunrise will be more warm heart..
Tomorrow..I will act as the real me..
I doesn't hope to change my style just because of the guy I love..

He was totally change after he went to KL..
Maybe he doesn't realize but I'm the one look clearly through it..
I felt he is walking away and away from me..
Then a far distance between we both now..
Finally we have to walk to our own future..
He is the one who ever to pass through my life but not forever..
I'm clear about how much I love him..
And I clear about our relationship is gone in the same time..
How sad am I?
But he never know he never cares he never!!
I'm really dissapointed of him..
Never think that he is such that type of man..
Cool man..what a rubbish promise for me??
I will never believe to guy AGAIN..just because of him..
I sware to myself..
Don't become others toy again!!
U should choose the toy to play..

He is the one who affect me to become a BAD girl since tomorrow..
Ya ya..just because of him!!
Don't say I'm too silly or anything word to disagree me..
I will not listen to..
My tears is not available to guy since tomorrow..
This is my own promise to myself..
He can't realize what he promise to me but I can do it what I did promise to myself..
I got to REALIZE it..

I am who I am!!
I love him but I can't forgive him..
Maybe after some years we can have a talk but not now..
Ask him how he treat me..
I am his GIRLFRIEND!!
But he just treat me as a friend...or not a friend...
Just a person he never recognize..
How hurt am I!!
Ok fine..I will not find you start from this moment..
You no need to find a lots of reason to lie me anymore..
Why?SUSAH sngt!!

We both stop here..
Six months ...wow~
Hlf of a year alr..
But what did I get finally?
I got wounds..
I know what's the feeling of pain..
I should thank you isn't it?
THANK YOU MY LIFE PASSENGER!!
The guy who hurts me and win my heart finally..
I know I can't give up my love for you..
And you wins my tears^^

Anyway..
GOD BLESS YOU MY BB..

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