I wanna to find back myself..The original Christine Tan Yen Mei.Sometimes I'm wondering what's wrong with me.Who am I now?I found that I'm not happy this few months.I will laugh as loud as posible in front my best friend and my family.But when I was alone in the midnight,I will let my tears falling down...Am I crazy?I think no..But its really stressful when I facing myself..
Errmmm why my life is such that hard?I have to handle all my problems myself but I have a boyfriend..HAIZ..I just only can share my problems with my beloved sis in school..He never know what I'm thinking about.He never know what's I sad about.Wow~I can't complain anything..but I know somethng was different between us..
November..It's near and near to the date I have to move from this town..Actually I still can't accept it.Besides,nobody can comfort me..Yesterday I take the 'change school' form to let all my subject teachers sign..I'm really upset when I take the paper..I know everything is coming to the last moment..its THE END..no others way can help me to stay here anymore..But what to do?Apart from follow their's opinion,what can I do???
LOL I believe GOD will decide the most suitable life for me...and the challenges^^
Every part,every man and every matter in my life is too memorable for me through the life..GAMBATEH MEI MEI^^
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