Monday, October 11, 2010

I'm juz an ordinary girl..

  I'm just an ordinary girl,who hoping some luck to come over me.I know that relationship is not really benefit me but i try a lot before.It's a time to be regret.I should become a good student and yet I'm wasting my time to play and play and play.No one know that what's inside my mind,even myself.Only her will understand me.God is asking back everything of mine.I don't know why.But that is the fact I have to face right?I try to become more patient to handle all this and yet it is not exactly what same with my mind.

  Just now got a guy were ask my handphone number.I refuse to give him.I was hurt and doesn't believe anyone since today.I hope to slap him but it's imposible.I'm scared I got him to slap back.So just left it.I don't care how handsome he is..I don't care how rich he is..I don't care how kind he is..I don't care what he interested of me..just let it go..I'm scaring hurt again.It's is a sadness with painful feel.I'm just an ordinary girl who are not afford to handle all...

  What a bad day.I'm sick and can even said a word.My mum is worried about me so that she sent me to see the doctor.Just as usual,the doctor will ask what's wrong with you.Then he is trying to check and give some medicine.Too bored.It's getting worst since yesterday I was not sleeping.Wow~amazing..I love to sleep and yet yesterday 1st time I didn't sleep..

  Life is such like that...Everything i should follow what has been set up...no choice...

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